SHUT UP, STOP

Should I shut up?
No really
Do I need to stop?
Just tell me

Do I need to put everything behind 
just to make it up to your wish
or can i really talk
without them calling me a bitch

Every time do I need to look behind,
I am walking on a road
or can i really just move along
without the fear of getting groped.

Do I need to stop?
No really
maybe I should shut up
according to the patriarchy 

Don't lemme think, don't lemme talk, 
don't lemme eat, don't lemme walk
maybe I don't deserve all this 
maybe I should stop
maybe I could shut up
or maybe I could not.

                                                                                                                                ~nya

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